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Name: Ann or Margaret
Birthday: 11/19/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: music . shows . family . friends . shopping . lip gloss . blazers . nip/tuck . the 50s . black . pink . hair . eerie photography . supernatural . monopoly . goofing off . looking at stars . poetry . barnes and nobles . the mall . cruising . dancing . singing my heart out with eileen . adventures with eileen and areil . rocking out . chuck 'e' cheeses . laser tag . the peanuts . funny movies . miniature golf .
Expertise: GooFiness in the hizzouse.
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Member Since:
8/17/2003
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| Thought I'd write in here cause I'm bored since I'm waiting for a CD to burn. Ha I'm so glad no one read in this anymore cause then I can pretty much write anything in private, but isn't that blogs are for? Pretty much like an online journal. Liz got me back to this because she told me recently that she was checking it out and reading back all the memories. Aw! I used to LOVE writing in here! I was reading my last entry and I SO remember that! That was about my current bf Johnny, by the way Hoang lol. He posted some blog on myspace about people who mean something in his life and I wasn't on there so it hurt. It's cool to be open about this since no one read this well I'm sure you will Liz. Alright well im out the CD is done burning! Bye! =]
peace love and twinkies!
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| Fuck that whole myspace shit because everyone is going to read it. So I'm going to write in here instead since not many people read this anymore. Ok I just got done checking something out. I'm not going to take it THAT personal because it's just stupid. But then I wonder ... If I'm not included, then umm what the? I guess we weren't ever really "good" friends, or we don't "click" in that way. And if it's like that then, or recently, then what's the point? Did I make a mistake of bringing it all back? I'm sick and tired of games like these being played. And if it isn't a game then what the fuck? I'm just tired of all of this. We're supposedly close and getting or feeling closer so what's up? What's happening? These games roll around from time to time. I want to have failure to believe that this is "us." And that we aren't really getting anywhere. Fuck it, you're mine at the time being, I'll make the best of it. I'll wash away the little things. | | |
| oh BAM! I'm writing in this shin-dig. Yeah yeah, it's been awhile. Well, what's new in my life ... ha, I wonder if anyone even still reads this. Anywhoo - I still work at quiznos. Thuc left last Friday and now we have new owners. It sucks but I got a raise and now I have more hours. Another cool thing is, Vons called me on Monday, and my interview is tomm. I really hope I get the job. I need a job that pays better and gives me more hours. I'm tired of working at quiznos. Hmm, well Johnny and I are back together. We've been going on for a little over two months now, alriiight! Things have been really good. Despite little misunderstandings (they happen), things, in my opinion are awesome. And yeah, I'm very much in love with him. Wee!  I wouldn't want to be with any other person. I've recently hung out with Stephen and Joey (omg!) in like forever! I went to church with them and we hung out afterwards, which was a lot of fun. I'm trying to become a better catholic. So I'm going to go to church with them every Sunday. I also am going to get confirmed and baptized as a catholic. Wow, the catholic religion is very very strict. It took me a year to get where I am at today, but hey, I'm getting better and I'm trying. I might have a few down falls still, but I'm proud of myself. Very proud of where I've brought myself. I love the way things aer right now. Okay, so I wish things were a little brighter, but other than that, I can be patient until things look up. My berfday is going to be on the 19th! I'm kind of scared to turn 19, only because it means I am getting older. But I heard that you learn and mature a lot more at the age of 19. So I am excited about that. I love to learn and gain new knowledge. I've come to realize a flaw of mine, that just I know is a flaw. I've realized that giving in to something might make it seem like I'm weak. If you're interested to know more then ask me about it. I will get more into detail. Ugh! Speaking of flaws, even thought I wouldn't really consider it a flaw anymore just because i've learn to deal with it, I HATE HAVING PSORIASIS! My manager and I were having a talk about how I have it, and she was like "Aw, you have that?" Dude, it's been getting a little worse, but I really need to use my medication. I've also realized why things are a little down lately, I MISS MY BEST FRIEND! Elizabeth never comes down anymore and when she does, I don't know it. I wish we could hang out the way we used to, but I know that isn't going to happen. We're both getting older and we need to move on to what's now. Like saving money, having our jobs, and stuff like that. I miss her soo much! I don't really have that person who I can just talk to about anything and everything. I miss that, but I mainly miss her. It seems like everyone is sort off too busy for me. Well, the people who might actually understand me. Because there are people who aren't busy, but yeah let's forget about that ... Well man, I've written a lot, so I'm going to go. I'll update more later. Bye! | | |
| Pennies for the thoughts. Please please, throw your pennies to me. I can't afford this anymore. I'm so tired. Let me go to sleep, just let me go to sleep in peace. Sing me a lullaby and tuck me in goodnight. Hold me until you give me to God. I want to feel his presence, holding me, taking care of me, bring me to safety. Safety is golden, how i long for it. I want to feel comfort in all of you. But why do you always turn me down? That, or you guide me to the path of fear, the path of discontent. I've made it to discontent safely, but it doesn't mean im safe, I'm so discontent. What happened to this life? What happened to you people? Let this fall help me rise. Rise rise rise me up to the brighter side. I've grown to like the dark, but now you've placed me in pure darkness. We're way passed darkness, you've pushed me in deep, im buried here. No room for me to breathe or speak. Thanks for putting me down - I've only tried and i've only hoped. You stole all of that away from me, and you put it to bad use. You're giving life a bad name. Safety is beyond the horizon. Take me there, will you? Let's look pass all your troubles, which bring me mine, and let's go there. I want to intertwine with you, let's grow. That's the way it's suppose to be. I'm so tired, just let me sleep, and wake me up when you're ready to grow. | | |
| ALRIGHTTT! Johnny is posting a blog right now! YESS! We listened to old songs that we love, and now writing in here! Talked about the past! Oh! and using old sns! Yeah man, yeah! We're golden.  | | |
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